I don’t know if any of you guys have noticed, but I have been MIA for the last month or so. I decided I needed to take some time away from my Blog and Social Media and take some time for me.
This is a really difficult post to write, mainly because things are still very raw and very painful, but my partner and I are in the process of splitting up. We have been together for almost 5 years, and things are pretty messy and sadly not amicable at all. I won’t bore you with all the details, and Im not one of those people who likes to share every single detail of my life on my Blog or on Social Media, but needless to say Im hurting and feeling very lost and very lonely at the moment.
One of the hardest parts about it all is having to be practical when all I want to do is hide away in bed and cry all day, but I still have to go to work, do household chores, food shopping etc. I don’t think there has been a day in the last few weeks that I haven’t cried.
We are having to sell our house, which is so very hard, because my house was my dream home, and somewhere I thought we would live for a very long time. I have so many unanswered question and worries about my future, and at the moment, it feels like I am trying to climb a never-ending mountain every single day.
My family and friends have been so amazing and so supportive, and that has meant the world to me to have that support, but I still feel so very lonely and just so lost. I didn’t expect this and I didn’t see this coming, and it has hit me like a train. Im taking some time for me at the moment, I have needed to take a step back and give myself time to heal, time to find me again, time to remember that I am strong and I can get through this, and time to come to terms with what I have lost.
Thank you for sticking with me, I hope I will feel strong enough soon to come back to my Blog full-time, as I really do miss Blogging.